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You are JOHN EGBERT and you are telling your best alien friend the amazingness of a slightly crappy movie called TRUE LEGEND. You don't really know why your telling him this, your own dad bought you the movie a long time ago and he liked it a lot, so you suppose that might be the reason.
>>CONTINUE TELLING THE STORY WHILE TALKING TO YOURSELF IN YOUR HEAD
Okay.
"...And then he uses his ultra secret battle technique to defeat almost all of them...but then they get so pissed that they...", you stop. No, you freeze. Karkat is staring at you confusedly as you stand there with you mouth half open.
>>REMEMBER WHY YOU HATE THIS MOVIE
Holy crap you just remembered why you hate this movie. Why couldn't you remember this before?! Great, now you're pretty sure you're going to start crying. Prefect. You then realize being frozen is totally uncool and you attempt to continue.
"...That they kill...", you stop again, taking a shaky breath. You are sure that you cannot hold in the tears behind your eyes. Karkat is pissed.
"What the fuck? Don't just stop there! What happens next??", he yells, his face looking a cross between 'why-the-fuck-?' and 'what-is-wrong-?'. You shake again and decide that talking will make you voice sound cracked. You decide to whisper the last part anyway.
"...They kill his father...". You watch Karkat's face twitch and his eyebrows lower. Maybe he is not as pissed off now.
>>TURN AROUND AND HIDE YOUR CRYING LIKE A BOSS
Yeah, yeah okay. You are crying, whatever, no big deal, you can't even remember why you are crying because you are always happy and you never cry and your dad is not a good reason to cry over because you know wherever he is that he is happy and wants you to be happy and-
>>BREAK DOWN
You choke back a sob and decide to cover it up by sniffing and leaning forward a little. Maybe he can't hear you. Maybe he hates you because he realized that your dads death is probably your fault because you ignored him and avoided him when all he was trying to do was love you. Maybe Karkat finally realized that and wants to kill you because you are a useless fuck up and oh my gog you swore in your head and holy crap what did he ask?
>>LISTEN
"Uhh...What's wrong?"
Should you tell him? Should you say that your dads death and Rose's mom's death is most likely your fault because you weren't there to protect them from Jack? Maybe Karkat won't care?? Maybe, maybe he will....forgive you?
"imisshimsomuch...", you slur together your words and then realize that talking makes you sob more. Well shit, your cover is blown. Karkat will probably leave you because your a crying pussy and even though you said you weren't a homosexual you kind of sorta like him and want him to stay and hold you and tell you everything will be okay because he is here and will make the hurt go away and make you happy because holy crap why did you start thinking about this NOW and when did you turn toward him and start crying more and wiping your eyes again?!
"Who?", Karkat asks simply and you just can't hold it in anymore.
>>CRY AND SCREAM AND OTHER FUN EMOTIONAL STUFF
"DAD!", you scream and sob and bend down crying more. You try to slow down your heartbeat and you grab your head. Calm down, calm down, calm down--
And then he is hugging you. And you immediately are clinging to him like a baby and you blush but your still crying. Your sobs slow just a bit and are less loud. His shaky hand comes up and rests on the back of your neck.
"Is this ok? Not sure if I'm good at this...Human comfort thing...", and you almost do this weird combination of laughing and sobbing. Is this okay? This is better then okay. This is more perfect then anything you could ask for.
>>TELL HIM THAT GOD YOU STUPID HUMAN
"It's perfect...Thanks, Karkat...", and your sobs have finally calmed down, the last of your tears gone. You blush more and keep hugging him. You don't want this to end. And the you notice that he looks at your face for a moment and almost smiles. You could almost die in happiness.
Almost, just because you made that rare smile appear.
>>CONTINUE TELLING THE STORY WHILE TALKING TO YOURSELF IN YOUR HEAD
Okay.
"...And then he uses his ultra secret battle technique to defeat almost all of them...but then they get so pissed that they...", you stop. No, you freeze. Karkat is staring at you confusedly as you stand there with you mouth half open.
>>REMEMBER WHY YOU HATE THIS MOVIE
Holy crap you just remembered why you hate this movie. Why couldn't you remember this before?! Great, now you're pretty sure you're going to start crying. Prefect. You then realize being frozen is totally uncool and you attempt to continue.
"...That they kill...", you stop again, taking a shaky breath. You are sure that you cannot hold in the tears behind your eyes. Karkat is pissed.
"What the fuck? Don't just stop there! What happens next??", he yells, his face looking a cross between 'why-the-fuck-?' and 'what-is-wrong-?'. You shake again and decide that talking will make you voice sound cracked. You decide to whisper the last part anyway.
"...They kill his father...". You watch Karkat's face twitch and his eyebrows lower. Maybe he is not as pissed off now.
>>TURN AROUND AND HIDE YOUR CRYING LIKE A BOSS
Yeah, yeah okay. You are crying, whatever, no big deal, you can't even remember why you are crying because you are always happy and you never cry and your dad is not a good reason to cry over because you know wherever he is that he is happy and wants you to be happy and-
>>BREAK DOWN
You choke back a sob and decide to cover it up by sniffing and leaning forward a little. Maybe he can't hear you. Maybe he hates you because he realized that your dads death is probably your fault because you ignored him and avoided him when all he was trying to do was love you. Maybe Karkat finally realized that and wants to kill you because you are a useless fuck up and oh my gog you swore in your head and holy crap what did he ask?
>>LISTEN
"Uhh...What's wrong?"
Should you tell him? Should you say that your dads death and Rose's mom's death is most likely your fault because you weren't there to protect them from Jack? Maybe Karkat won't care?? Maybe, maybe he will....forgive you?
"imisshimsomuch...", you slur together your words and then realize that talking makes you sob more. Well shit, your cover is blown. Karkat will probably leave you because your a crying pussy and even though you said you weren't a homosexual you kind of sorta like him and want him to stay and hold you and tell you everything will be okay because he is here and will make the hurt go away and make you happy because holy crap why did you start thinking about this NOW and when did you turn toward him and start crying more and wiping your eyes again?!
"Who?", Karkat asks simply and you just can't hold it in anymore.
>>CRY AND SCREAM AND OTHER FUN EMOTIONAL STUFF
"DAD!", you scream and sob and bend down crying more. You try to slow down your heartbeat and you grab your head. Calm down, calm down, calm down--
And then he is hugging you. And you immediately are clinging to him like a baby and you blush but your still crying. Your sobs slow just a bit and are less loud. His shaky hand comes up and rests on the back of your neck.
"Is this ok? Not sure if I'm good at this...Human comfort thing...", and you almost do this weird combination of laughing and sobbing. Is this okay? This is better then okay. This is more perfect then anything you could ask for.
>>TELL HIM THAT GOD YOU STUPID HUMAN
"It's perfect...Thanks, Karkat...", and your sobs have finally calmed down, the last of your tears gone. You blush more and keep hugging him. You don't want this to end. And the you notice that he looks at your face for a moment and almost smiles. You could almost die in happiness.
Almost, just because you made that rare smile appear.
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OMFG STILL CRYING!!!!!! DX HAPPY FUCKING ENDING BUT OH GOG THE FEEEEEEELS!!!!!!!!!!